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2008-11-24 20:20:41| 分类：生活 | 标签： |举报 |字号大中小订阅

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不安的心

我知道我应该好好静下心来,我已经没有多少时间了,

生活是如此迷茫,人生总起伏不定,到头来才发现一切都是自己的错!

如今再回过头看看走过的路时,心中纵有千般悔意,都已无济于事了,

以后的路该怎么走,现在还是一片模糊,狠狠的抽了自己几个嘴巴!

我能怪自己那颗不安的心吗,还是怪自己不能控制自己?我真幼稚!

茫目,总在为自己不停的找借口,为自己辩解,日复一日,年复一年,

堆积在心底里的那些过住,那些曾经,我想我永远都不会原谅自己!

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